Prelude 12/21

Why do you cast your spell of love upon me?
To see my writhe in front of you?
Dearest love, you are very fleeting



Dearest love, why do you make the pain so heavy? Yet you make the enjoyment just as fullfilling
I'd do anything to be in love always


Is it too much to ask to be your slave, dearest love?
Or is it just for the weak at heart?
Bright love, thee wears thou name etched on my love-giving heart
I praise you and show off your name steadfast as if thou was art


Dearest love, lend me thou ears to where you can hear the song of romance.

Miss Murder
April 15, 1991
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Astigkadasm
ChakChakChenes
Queenbees
2-6
1-2
Maranaw
Lila
Kalalleng
Mutya
Kristal
Araw
Gladiola
K-7
Green and Brown
Vanilla
YFC
Pep Squad MCGS '05
Culture Club
Mini-Theatre
Sports Club
Tennis
Golf



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  • Teri Guanio
  • Candice Tiongson
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  • Bea Policarpio
  • Nikki Jurado
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    2.12.2007
    Congratulations Maan Mari! :)

    Multiply was flooded with farewell messages for Marianne Mari. From close friends to acquaintances to other batch mates who just knew her after the news spread out. Some were pondering on how the cliché lines “life is short” and “time is gold” are factual. Some were dedicating song lyrics to Maan. As someone who did not have a chance to know a precious soul, it was a relief to hear stories about her goodness from her close friends and loved ones.

    In a span of 3 hours, I learned that she was a sweet and a kind person who will not say no for answer. Give her a report due tomorrow, she will accept it with a smile and give it to you tomorrow morning. A soul so pure and clear.

    It is a poignant thing that I never got a chance to know Maan.

    After Maan’s death, I went online to seek for comfort. I searched what Aneurysm means. Looked at Maan’s friendster account. But the thing is, when I went to visit Yahoo.com, I saw some of the news. I wanted to shout “WHAT?! ARE’NT YOU GUYS EVEN A TINY BIT AFFECTED THAT MAAN DIED?!?!” A certain emotion showed among others: Indifference.

    How can you be indifferent?! How can you not be affect that Maan died?

    How can your world not stop?

    Then it hit me. The world will never stop. Even if at one point in your life you will experience much more pain and suffering. The world will never stop.

    If you felt the world has stopped, you are insane. It is you that stopped. You stopped to eat, you stopped to talk to your friends and family members, you stopped to live. It is your choice if you want it to begin again. But keep in mind, that the world won’t stop because of you.

    Life goes on. I know Maan wants us to know that she is safe with our Father. She is happy where she is now.

    We cannot do anything bring her back. But there is one thing we can do: Pray for her. It’s the most thoughtful thing we can do.

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    1.23.2007
    Yet another layout

    During our Christian Life subject, our beloved Sir Jet Villafuerte made us watch the Passion of the Christ. It was a really moving film. If Im not mistaken its the only film we actually WATCHED. Well duh, who would actually watch a film made in 1980s that talks about germs living on our foods. Seriously. Theyre messed up for making us watch that one. But yeah, the Passion of the Christ definitley moved if not all, the majority of the class. We were driven with complete guilt and regret with each merciless whip. Each wound represents our sins.

    Mercy.

    Thats what we asked for during the time we were watching the "scourging at the pillar" scene. I heard my classmate Yuki saying "ANO BA YAN! TAMA NA! SUS NAMAN OH! TAMA NA!" She was referring to the ruthless attempts of the jews to punish Christ. Shes right. If the officer havent asked them to stop, they wouldve killed him. Mercy. They showed none of it.

    Pontius Pilate actually showed Christ even a little bit of mercy. You need to have courage to actually show your mercy. Mercy and Compassion are two different words. Mercy is a state of mind. Compassion is a state of mind bounded with actions.

    So the next time you say that you pity the poor, think again. They dont need pity. What they need is your acts of kidness, love, and compassion.

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    12.22.2006
    Merry Christmas, ninong! :))

    It is once again Christmas, the time our godparents hate the most. Having to buy those little demonitas, I mean cute little kids, Christmas presents means one thing. You will inevitably splurge. Christmas season never fails to make you poor.

    Last Sunday, my dad and I went to Robinsons to start “panic-buying”. We were looking for toys to give my little cousins and well, something caught my eye. Wow. A cool drum set for kids. How I wished I was born in this century so I can have that tasty looking drum set (which I might say is very advanced in technology, it has tons of buttons I don’t even know what for). On the other hand, my dad was looking at action figures and plastic toy cars (the small ones). It probably was a funny scene. My dad looking at some loser plastic toy car that looked like it was made 38139182381 years ago and me, looking at an awesome/fantastic/state of the art – drum set.

    Old age vs. New age

    It made me thinking, have we come this far? Technology, I mean.

    “Ano ba yan tinitingnan mo!? Ang pangit!? Kelangan pag magreregalo ka sa bata dapat interactive na!”

    “Ha? Eto kaya uso nung bata kami! Kung sino may ganito, dino-dyos!”

    Fantastic.

    Based on my… gathered data, I therefore conclude that Technology really progressed these past few years/decades (in my father’s case, that is).

    Whats the point of my freakishly weird entry? I don’t know. Haha! Kidding, Hmm, well, guys, I’ll just leave a question here.

    “2007, What do you have to offer?”

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    11.09.2006
    When I die

    I passed by a funeral march this afternoon and it made me thinking. Damn that "Hindi kita malilimutan.." song is really annoying. Its sooooo overused. :|

    So now, i decided to make a list. Haha. The things i want people to do when I die...
      • I want those who will attend to wear green. Its my favorite color. :)
      • I want my casket to be green or red. Haha!
      • I want flowers on my deathbed. :)
      • Dont even think about playing Hindi kita malilimutan on my deathday or else..
      • Do play Chicosci's, MCR's, Beatles', and Beach Boy's music.
      • Let all my friends and long lost friends attend my funeral.
      • Make me pretty! I mean, everyone will be looking at me. So please. =))
      • Send off balloons during the funeral.
      • Go to my wake.
      • Serve my "guests" some food. Get a buffet if you want. Dont serve them boy bawang.
      • Celebrate for I am with my Father (when that time comes)
      • Pray for me. :)
      • I want all my close friends and family members to give me a eulogy.
      • REVEAL all my dirty secrets. :) Give some people a laugh. Haha!
      • I want all my teachers to attend my wake/funeral. (haha, how about dead teachers? thats fine with me as long as they wont scare my "guests")
      • Dont forget me. :)
      • Stop asking how I died or something. That a burden to the one who will arrange my funeral. haha!
      • Non-stop music. Ehem. Cool music (e.g. Beatles, Chicosci, Beach Boys, MCR, and Jack Johnson)
      • Give away all my stuff to whoever wants it.
      • Put me in a nice dress. Haha!
      • I wanna be burned. I hate the idea that I will rot six feet under. Gross.
      • To my future husband: get a really tiny glass, put some of my ash in it, wear it as a necklace. I wanne be with you forever. Or whoever wants my ash (HAHAH) give them a piece of the necklace too. :)
      • To my future kids: Dont be sad. I'll be with you one day.
      • To my bestfriends: I love you so much. Gimmick tayo one time sa Heaven. =))
      • Visit my archive here in Blogger. HAHA. whatever.
      • Bury some of my most cherished stuff or send them off in the sea.
    I cant think of anymore right now. I will update this constantly. Haha. This is soooo much fun. :> Some of you might already know that Im not afraid to die. :) I would embrace it instead. It is not the end of life, its just a part of it. <3

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    10.29.2006

    Im here in Japan, and its fantastic here! :) I love the japanese street fashion. Its so cool. But I wouldn't dare to wear it. hahahahaa! ill just blog about it next time! :) its 11 here now (1 hour ahead). :)

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    10.22.2006
    Kung Fu Hustle

    Kung Fu Hustle? My title? You don't get it? Neither do I. Haha. Whatever.

    I just wanna say, its official. Im married. HAHA. kidding. Again, again.

    Its official, im going to play golf. Haha. Its not a big deal, I KNOW. But, the thing is, my heart doesnt belong to golf, it belongs to TENNIS.

    Tennis is my first love. Haha! Seriously, it is! Its the only sport (among all the sports i tried) that i ever dreamed of winning a competition. Its the only sport that made me think of having a career in tennis and being a kachingillionare just like Sharapova. The only sport I truly loved

    And as golf pushes its way through my heart, i feel a sudden pain and confusion. Is this what I really want? I mean, ningos cugon (or whatever, how do you spell it?). I have this tendency to be tired of something if I really dont want it. It might happen.

    I just hope it wont. PRAY FOR ME NIGGAS. Hahaha. kidding!

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    kibum = <3


    Im currently in love with KIM KIBUM. Hahahaha! <3> :> Hes so cute right? Hahah. Enough. Enough!

    AAAW, KIBUM. hahaha! everyone's going gaga over him. :> lovey lovey kibum. Ok, fine. Wake up na. =))

    Teck and I were talking yesterday, we were joking na if niligawan ni Kibum si teck, sasabihin ni teck, papakasaln na lang sila. Ako naman...

    Kibum: Will you be my girlfriend?
    Elora: I DO!! I DO!! WHERES THE PRIEST?!
    Kibum: :|

    Hahahahah! Imagination nga naman. I love it. :> He's really adorable! Have I mentioned hes so cute?

    Anyway, its October 22 already! 3 days before the fair! :> Im still figuring out how will I do the whole Miss Matched thing. :> I hope I'll be unique! Yeah! Hmm.. im thnking about my shirt and pants. pants, well, just jeans, so, how about the shirt? What is the complete opposite of blue? I tried it in Microsoft Word, it turned out to be yello. EEW. :| I hate yellow. Whatever. Ill just figure something out. Carmy's still having dilemma over what to wear, so is Teck. Haha.

    Oh yeah, can I promote something? Hell yeah, its my blog! haha!

    Please come to the MCHS fair entitled Still Spirited at 80! October 26, 27, and 28. October 26 will be a halloween costume day! <3 do come wearing your "pretty-FUL" costumes! <3

    October 26 will be the only day I would be able to come. :( Why? I'll be going to Japan this October 27. <3>

    Dayaaa!

    Adios Amigas, Amigos for guys! <3>

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
    just begs to be imbrued?

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    10.19.2006
    Romeo and Juliet

    What follows as the whitest lace of light
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